stateofdecay | Backdated to 12/3

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Backdated to 12/3

hey just so you guys know there's a bunch of people living in the t-mobile in fairfield now. they're nice but they did almost shoot us so watch out for that

they got run out of town by red talon. it sounds like thumper's settling down just outside of seattle but who knows how long he'll last there.

[...] also they like. don't have enough sleep bags for everyone so maybe someone should give them some sleeping bags. just a thought

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I do love it.

[Beau]
I [...] can't really decide. If I want it anyway.

i'll find smth. i mean they might not even ask

[Carter]
rn i feel like best case scenario is mom left months ago and dad signed up with red talon and that's so fucked up

Edited 2024-12-05 01:30 (UTC)

Red talon would try to get him.
They'd try to get the house. Too.

[...]I hope she left.
I hate. All possible scenarios, here.

would've been his best chance at survival. everyone else in the house... idk

[...] we couldn't have protected them. mom and dad have never listened to me a single day in their days

Yeah.

[...] And I don't think they even remembered I was alive.
Most of the time.
We did what we had to do. If we'd waited. It would've been too late.

~~dad loved to brag about his olympian~~

and we didn't take everything when we left. not even close. their odds were just as good as ours

If not better. More area connections. You know dad had more stashes.
Their problem if that didn't work.

[...] i don't regret it. ppl need us here

I don't regret it either. And I wouldn't. If it was still just us.

[...] I'm sad. About grandmother. But you're right. Mom and Dad wouldn't have listened to us anyway.

we had to fight to survive. like everyone else. we can't force anyone to learn. ~~i just wish i'd said goodb~~

[...] i never said thank you. for coming with me.

I was never going to let you run away again. Without me.
Thank you. For letting me.

it's ok right. that we don't go look for any of them

Yes. We’re needed. Here.
And no guarantees as to what we’d find. Anyway.

Do you want to try to get word back that we’re here. Somehow.

[...] if there's a safe way to get word. maybe. but i don't need dad knowing that we took his guns to the same place where dutch and cal took red talon's guns and we're all together

god i hope he's not doing anything stupid

I’d feel worse. If he was hurting people.
Than if he was gone I think.
That’s wrong. Probably.

it's not. [...] i don't want either to be true but getting to shoot guns and tell ppl what to do is like. his dream, so

idk. stupid for me to still be worried about him

I know.
[...] It's not stupid. I worry too. Even after. Everything.
They're our parents.
I don't know. If asking these new people after them is. The best move though. What do you think.

[...] no. no, we don't know anything about these ppl

one day we'll go to seattle and check for ourselves. but until then i don't need to know what happened to everyone

We will. One day.But I agree. Til then, I don't want them knowing our business.

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