i just feel like youre not letting things get better
like theres a diff between just suffering and suffering through something and to do the second one you actually gotta like
confront the stuff
like i had to actually work through the fact that mom and dad didnt really give a shit about me instead of just being like yeah this is chill i got arlo
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it's just a hard no full stop there ain't no closure there. and if i'm suddenly sleeping in celia's place it's gonna look like i'm just [...] idk. feels disrespectful. i can't.
how many times do i gotta say i ain't gonna sleep there???? d'you know how fuckin awkward it is to wake up with morning wood when you're like 10' away from your ex?????? ALL THE TIME???????
duke she's chill cause she's the one who wanted it, like just cause i didn't make a scene don't mean the divorce was mutual. she was already over me, she got to move on n into the bunkhouse, and i'm trying my best but i can't when i'm sleeping in the same room as her. or where we used to live cept it's just empty. and somebody's gotta fuckin listen me when i say that
then i'll give the stuff to edgar cause his truck's just a tuck
i think i still just kind of always think of you as invincible which isnt fair at all
i still think this is the right thing though and you gotta let me help you
maybe we can build out some space in the garage or something or like build a little pod for a bed in the bunkhouse or whatever but man i cant let you sleep in a truck you dont fit in over winter
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also arlo dont get mad but i gotta be honest with you
youre kinda being a baby
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got a tow truck
want me to come fix your phone
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NO
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and at some point you gotta bite the bullet and do the shit stuff arlo
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im coming over youre gonna accidentally end up in like fifty fights with all caps all the time
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i been DOIN the shit thing for 9 months it's called "gettin divorced afuckingain" and idk what ELSE to do
those caps are real
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i just feel like youre not letting things get better
like theres a diff between just suffering and suffering through something and to do the second one you actually gotta like
confront the stuff
like i had to actually work through the fact that mom and dad didnt really give a shit about me instead of just being like yeah this is chill i got arlo
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like its not perfect but i had to actually like [...] deal with it to make it better
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but like are you listening to what im saying re: you?
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no marriage in the near future maybe
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want me to come live with you for a bit there? get you situated in a new place?
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ain't even figured out where that IS yet, i just dropped my shit in the garage.
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i know but we can figure it out
i really think you should try the radio station
might be good for all of you
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i REALLY can't sleep there bro
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what if im there too though
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like dogs to[...]y'know what i'm goodit's just a hard no full stop there ain't no closure there. and if i'm suddenly sleeping in celia's place it's gonna look like i'm just [...] idk. feels disrespectful. i can't.
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lets try the school again maybe?
if you dont pick a place im making you come live here with blanche
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school's too full of court n too far from everybody. [...] fort's REAL too far from everybody. shit's why i'm stuck.
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if you dont agree to somewhere acceptable im going to live in your truck all winter
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you'd like it. it's all cozy now [...] or was til my sleeping bag and whatever got thrown into boxes
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im ripping out all the winterization so i freeze and am sad
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then i'll give the stuff to edgar cause his truck's just a tuck
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hey arlo im sorry for not listening good
i think i still just kind of always think of you as invincible which isnt fair at all
i still think this is the right thing though and you gotta let me help you
maybe we can build out some space in the garage or something or like build a little pod for a bed in the bunkhouse or whatever but man i cant let you sleep in a truck you dont fit in over winter
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